I just want to cry. *venting*

Madison

I have a 2 year old and a 9 month old. The birth control I went on after I gave birth back in June made me bleed like I had just given birth, and it was so random. I bled 3 weeks straight over Christmas. Anyways, my primary doctor had to put me on iron supplements for the bleeding and I even tried another BC that ended up having the same effect on me. She suggested I stop, let my body return to normal cycle before switching again. (I’ve also had two failed mirena insertions so iud isn’t an option anymore)

I stopped taking it Jan 8th during heavy bleeding. The bleeding stopped 3 days after and returned like a normal period Jan 20-25th. We switched to pull out method when I stopped my BC (which prevented pregnancy for 7 years before we had kids) It’s been two months since I was on BC, and I’m almost 2 weeks late from when February’s period should’ve started.

I guess I should add that I’ve thrown up like clockwork for the last 4 days with all day nausea and zero appetite 😔 and honestly, I feel pregnant. I feel the same as I did my last 2 pregnancies.

I’m already so stressed with 2 kids omg 😭

I need to woman up and go get the test, and get it over with. This is why I just want to cry 😫😫😫😫

Pregnancy and parenting is hard, and I’m not ready for another one yet 🤧