Mould in house

I’m so upset. I’ve been waiting three months to finally move into my new house we bought. I hate feeling unorganised, I want to feel like I’m ready for my first born child.

We moved three days ago finally. We were getting the carpets redone, but after pulling up the old carpets we found out there’s water damage and mould through the bedrooms at the front of the house. So now we need to try and work out where the water leakage is coming from. There’s no carpets in the rooms. All my stuff is everywhere in boxes. We’re sleeping in the back room of the house where the lounge and kitchen is.

I just wanted to start nesting. I wanted to do his nursery. I know he doesn’t necessarily need a nursery to start with but I feel like that’s a process of getting ready for a baby especially with being a FTM. He is due in a month. Im at risk of preeclampsia and every female In my family has their first by 37 weeks.

I just don’t feel ready and it’s making me so stressed and upset and I just needed to rant 😭😭