Upset when finding out gender

I feel so ridiculous. I have a son who I adore, and am pregnant with our second baby. I found out today we are having another boy-and I literally CRIED. How ridiculous is that? I was so hopeful for a girl-my husband’s family is all boys (3 brothers, all have 2+ sons). This pregnancy is so different than my first, and I was so sure it was a girl! So far, everything is going well, in healthy, the baby is healthy, so I am really trying to focus on that. I am just so embarrassed that I cried over this-honestly, how ridiculous. Tell me I’m not alone!!