Slightly crazy

Going slightly crazy. Dpo 6. AF is suppose to make her appearance on the ninth. Having some cramps. Today less so than yesterday. Temp went up slightly. This is the first month I know I ovulated and did the bding exactly  when we should. I'm so impatient. I was known for searching for Christmas gifts for early. Anyone else in my boat and have any of recommendations for staying sane? Trying to only give myself 15 mins twice a day to focus on it. Lol.