So scared of pregnancy

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I’m 27 and been married 2 years. My family and husband are bugging me for a child. But the thought of the whole process scares me and gives me so much anxiety (I suffer anxiety for the past 7 years). Especially with Covid, I heard pregnant women are at higher risk and can be hospitalized. I will never be ready and this fear will always be there, why is it so hard for me to just go for it