Elective c-section?

Hi moms.. going to have my first baby in may.. the constant fear of having a Vaginal birth and pushing a child out send jitters down my spine. After a lot of discussion and thinking with my husband & Doc , I am planning to have an elective c-section. No matter how much I talk to people/read I am not being able to brace myself up for a Vaginal birth.

Anyway, my husband is a constant support and he said I should go with whatever I am comfortable in. Not experiencing labour does not make me less of a mother.

For all you beautiful momma's out there please let me know your experience of an elective c-section. How was the process and recovery??

Ps: made the changes, was confused with the term.