Im so tierd of trying.....UGH

Here Comes cycle 9 month after month and nothing, trying isn't even fun anymore, drinking all these teas and doing Castor oil packs and taking Coq10 and probotics and other viatmins, i even put my husband on Conception pills this month, then doing all these opk's Plus 100's of Neg test is starting to drive me crazy, I'm blessed to have two babies but this third one is starting to get to me emotionally and its becoming to much.....

Stating to think a third isn't in gods plans for me, but I can't stop trying.

Sorry just had to vent, I know a lot of us feel this way!