It hurts so bad‼️

I’m leaving the hospital today and as badly as I wanted to nurse it hurts to bad I think I’m going to just pump. I wanted this bond though I wanted us to have this but my nipple feels like it’s bleeding and I just want to rip him tf off me it hurts so bad! It’s not making me happy at all both my nipples are sore as hell and he always wants to nurse and it’s only day 3 and my milk is finally coming in but I can’t take this pain I keep crying ! He’s at the moment eating and I want to pull my nipple out his mouth so bad!