So tired of Covid

I have an infant she’s one moth and half and we only go to walk around the neighborhood when the weather allows it since we Live in New England USA but I haven’t see anyone in almost a year and know with my baby here I know it will take more time but I’m so tired mentally of this.

Part of me wants to take my baby at least to the grocery shopping and that’s it with that I will be so happy but I feel so bad 🥲, I feel I will be a bad mother do you take your baby’s outs on this pandemic?