So me and this guy have been talking since august but not too seriously until December, we had a pregnancy scare in January and he was all for it. Rubbing my stomach everyday holding my hair while I was throbbing up but I miscarried at around 6 weeks just before Valentine’s Day, so here comes Valentine’s Day, I let them know I’m getting a hotel room with my friends and he was going out of town about five hours away which he lives between here and there and he looked at me and said “ make sure you’re having fun don’t let me hold you back, do what you want and have fun with your girls on Valentine’s Day even if that means getting freaky”. Which I thought it was a bit weird for him to say that but whatever then we stop talking as much, today he showed me a video of two girls that I’ve been staying at his house that he brought back down from the other city he lived in, and he’s not claiming them but I just feel so disgusting. I feel bad for those girls or girl and I just don’t really know what to do I’ve been trying to ignore him but he didn’t tell me at first and literally was trying to have me hook up in a car for like a week which I wasn’t cool with and I just feel so lost tbh

Idk what to think of what to do I’m just lost