C section help

Please dont judge... i just need some advice...

If i were to ask for something to ease my anxiety before my schedule c/s will my dr possibly give me something? I have horrible horrible anxiety. I have panic attacks and have been on anxiety meds since my first pregnancy. Im having horrible flash backs of my emergency c/s with my first and keep finding myself starting to worry and kind of starting hyperventilate about this one....i never realized how much my first c/s tramatized me until now....i keep imagining all the horrible possible outcomes.... any advice?