Motivation??

Today I got my 3rd trimester ultrasound and They said that the baby head and stomach too small so now I have to go to the dr twice a week for non stress test, and once a week for ultrasounds. They said his head down. But she said he wasn’t practicing breathing enough. She said she not goin let me go the full length of the pregnancy. The furthest I can do is 38 weeks and im already 32. She said best case we caught him right before he had his growth spurt. Worst case something wrong with the placenta causing him to not get enough nutrients and I deliver earlier than 38 weeks. She said if that happens he'll have to stay in the NICU. My family has a history of premature babies.

His head is measuring at the 11th percentile (low normal) and his stomach at the 6th percentile (low)