Over It All

Me and my boyfriend had a good relationship but we both decided that right now we need to focus on ourselves. Me and him got into a argument about us and have yet to sit down and talk things out. We haven’t seen each other since November, I understood he was dealing with depression and everything was a lot on his plate. I have my issues going on as well, dealing with fibroids and everything else. Me and my best friend we had a talk and became friends again. She dates his friend so they went over his house and that night me and him on the phone arguing. Last night, she told me a girl was over there, they wasn’t kissing or anything like that so I’m pissed off and mad. I usually jump to conclusions and assume but I’m trying so hard not to. I love him but I wanna take some time to myself, I’m sitting here stressing and worrying over him and I bet he having a good night sleep. I don’t wanna flirt with him or anything because of my feelings, I don’t even know if I want him in my life right now. I have been trying to work on myself and just getting my head straight and moving myself. A relationship right now is not something I want which is fine. Should I just tell him I want some space right now just to clear my head?