36 weeks and 5 days with my second tmi warning***

So I just wanna start off by saying I've no idea what contractions feel like with my first I didn't feel my contractions which I was told not many women are that lucky I delivered my son at 36 weeks and 4 days my water broke

Well I just got back from my doctors 1-2 hours ago I told my doc I didn't wanna know how far I'm dilated if I am and all he said was alittle bit I've been having back and abdominal pain before then buy now they are worse I tried laying down and it just gets worse instead of better i also think my water broke as I'm leaking some clear fluid that has faint to no smell to it

What do yall think? I don't wanna go in and it be nothing 😖