Of course I’ve stressed myself out to the max reading about autism and sensory processing disorders.

I cannot touch, cut her nails, or wipe her hands without her going absolutely ballistic, you’d really think I was trying to remove her hand. The same goes for her feet and face, can’t touch, graze, wipe, nothing, it’s a full meltdown. She also does not tolerate, almost at all, having clothes put on her or staying on her- her moods seem to be much better when she’s just wearing a diaper and even when changing a diaper or trying to take one off, she absolutely loses it. She can also only tolerate being held if I’m moving or walking around.

There’s other things, she doesn’t “play” with anything, it’s all just in her mouth and chewing, she also does not take me telling her no to doing this lightly- screaming, screaming, screaming. Even things that she visibly reacts to as yuck, like eating bath bubbles, she’ll just do it over and over.

I plan on calling her doctor, just waiting for her insurance card to come in.