It's over

Briannah
So, I've been spotting since Friday. I went to the hospital Monday and was there all day. I went in thinking I was 11 weeks, according to blood work and ultra sound, only 6. There's a sac, yolk and no fetal pole. Yesterday the spotting was brown. Today, I am bleeding a little heavier and its red.. All my pregnancy symptoms are gone. I have no pain or cramping but emotionally I am so pissed off at this entire process and I just want it to be over already if it's going to be over. 
I'm going to delete the app because I am pretty sure I'll have no use for it sooner than later. My happy excited self is gone because I'm pretty sure I know what's going on. 
This would happen to me after the year I've had. 
To all u moms, please cherish ur babies. 
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Cy

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Don't give up momma. There's always the possibility of a miracle!

Ar

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Don't give up!! GOD IS BY YOUR SIDE

Ji

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Don't give up. I know it's super upsetting and frustrating but you never know. I lost my twins at about the same time. Went in and boom. Just gone. It's heartbreaking. Two months later I was pregnant with my rainbow baby. Here were are at 17 weeks. You can come back from whatever is going on. 💙💙 

La

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This sounds very similar to my story. We were trying for 8 months before I was finally pregnant then at 11 1/2 weeks I started  spotting and after 3 days it wasn't heavier but because it hadn't stopped I wanted to just be checked so went to hospital and ultrasound showed baby at 7 weeks so they said I was miscarrying. Sure enough the next day had bad cramps and lots of bleeding and clots. Then my doctor was on holidays so had to wait a while to see her but when I finally did she sent me for an ultrasound to follow up (miscarriage was end of July and this is now middle of August) well when I went to her for results it showed tissue still left so she sent me to emergency because they're worried about an infection because I hadn't been bleeding for almost a month since miscarriage so first I tried a pill thing but it didn't work so then had to go for a D&C and I was there all day and didn't have surgery till 10 at night so had to stay overnight and didn't get to go home till next day(that's my birthday by the way). It just felt like a very long and drawn out process from beginning to end. I thought I was done when I miscarried but then a month later here I am just getting out of surgery. Anyways, the gynaecologist who did my surgery told me to wait till my first period before starting to try so you have a reference for a last period and it would take 4-6 weeks to get it. Sure enough one day shy of 6 weeks I finally got my first period. That was October 2. Well it's the first period after surgery and my last cause it turns out I got pregnant right after. I thought it might take a couple months for my body to come back and ovulate after surgery so I was really surprised. So I know it sucks right now, I've been there and not that long ago but it's quite surprising how fast things can turn around for you afterwards again when you least expect it. 

He

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Aww this makes me sad don't lose hope!! 

Ch

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I'm sorry I know there is no words to make you feel better but don't you ever give up please. Keep trying 

Su

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I'm sorry. Don't loose hope, ok? Take care of you. Xo