It's over

Briannah
So, I've been spotting since Friday. I went to the hospital Monday and was there all day. I went in thinking I was 11 weeks, according to blood work and ultra sound, only 6. There's a sac, yolk and no fetal pole. Yesterday the spotting was brown. Today, I am bleeding a little heavier and its red.. All my pregnancy symptoms are gone. I have no pain or cramping but emotionally I am so pissed off at this entire process and I just want it to be over already if it's going to be over. 
I'm going to delete the app because I am pretty sure I'll have no use for it sooner than later. My happy excited self is gone because I'm pretty sure I know what's going on. 
This would happen to me after the year I've had. 
To all u moms, please cherish ur babies.