Im so depressed my life is shit

I feel so alone. Im going through a breakup, a breakup that I don’t want. I have to move out and start afresh but im so scared. All i want is him but he doesn’t want me. I dont know what to do. All i want to do is sleep to forget. I can’t concentrate, cant eat, i feel sick, and as soon as i open my eyes its on my mind. I cant do this anymore 😢💔 what makes it worse is that he said he’ll always love me and he’ll do anything to make sure im okay, everything except be with me. He said we dont get on so we cant be together. Of course we argued, who doesnt? But i feel we could have worked it out. Im empty 😭