Orgasming

So not long ago I got into my first actual relationship, but I’ve been struggling with orgasming. I get really close to climax, but idk I get overwhelmed with anxiety, I feel like it’s embarrassing and I’ll dirty him. He does everything possible to make me feel comfortable, which I do, I just really don’t get what comes over me. I experienced quite a lot of sexual harassment, including assault, so maybe it has to do with that. My bf and me always make sure to talk about everything but I feel like this could affect our relationship and I feel insecure.