Postpartum Depression

PPD has hit me like a tidal wave this time around. Constant guilt, crying, anxiety. Feeling like I’m not good enough. Feeling like I’m not bonding with my son. Feeling awful for my toddler who is on the screen constantly because baby is really needy right now. I’m two weeks out and I feel like I’m drowning. I’m on medication and it’s just not helping. I don’t know how I would see a therapist with two boys at home. I just need some kind of encouragement or tips.