Ugh anyone else ?

So I'm 28 weeks and 6 days and I really thought once I hit the third trimester I'd be more at ease but I'm not. I'm so afraid of stillbirth or something just going horribly wrong.. my anxiety is so bad.

Like for instance she moved a crap ton on and off all day yesterday and some of the evening. I think I've felt her only a few times this morning and it's like my mind wants to overthink it.

Does anyone else have this issue? Is it normal for super movements and then some slower days even at 28 weeks? I just keep reading that they are supposed to have a pattern by now and everytime I think shes got one it changes. :/