Beta in two days

And I am freaking out! Last night I couldn’t even sleep good I did sleep through the night but had very vivid dreams and stuff 🙄 I want to take a home pregnancy today but I’m starting to talk my way out of it, scared I’ll get a false result... it’s only two more days so I got this. I’m going to get ready to start my day clean a little and binge watch some Mr.Ballen on YouTube (must watch) 😂 I was doing ok the tww but now not so much so I have to find some way to relax! Any advice ladies who have been through this?