Ttc help


So I am waiting on my doctor giving me blood results this week as he is testing for HCG in my blood. ( am from the UK and this was my doctors decision to do this test not mine) as I have been very sick and have had other checks done and I am clear for everything the only thing my doctor didn’t check for is pregnancy

How we I have been testing and they havs been negative HPT so he wants to double check.

Today I have been bleeding and I just feel so upset that I know these results are possibly ( more than likely ) going to be negative.

Am really struggling now with it all and feel completely Usless.

Has this happened to anyone else?