8 Weeks late and Negative Pregnancy Test

I just got back from doctor checking to see if I was pregnant, unfortunately it came back negative. So tomorrow I'm off to get a full blood test to check everything from CBC to FSH.

At 43, I'm feeling really sad that I maybe I've reached Menopause very early??? Since I'm so dry down there 😔 I won't find out the results until Tuesday. Fingers crossed I'm not, I'd be glad to have my period back any day so I can start tracking my ovulation again.

But I feel that God have barred my womb and fertility because He loves me unconditionally that He wants me all to Himself! Or reserving me for a godly husband.

Have any of you ladies been through this? Negative test, 8 weeks late, no period, early menopause? If its not menopause what did you get to restart your period again?