Initiating sex 😀 yay me!

Today I initiated sex! It may seem small to some ppl but it’s a bug deal for me, as my self esteem in the bedroom and all hasn’t been the best. So this is what happened:

I walked in on my husband sleeping and kissed him, caressed his balls over his boxers and whispered in the sexiest unsexy way “I need you verbal consent”. Go it. Took a quick shower, engaged in..uh self love ☺️ twice. Then went back to the bedroom. Strokes his member to wake it up (his penis was also sleeping) then out my mouth on it and when it was ready I got on the saddle! I was happy and felt confident and in control cuz I was on top. And heading him go from silently sleeping to moaning, darn near shouting just drove me over the edge 🌊. His face😏. It was a nice quickie and if I’m being honest, I prefer quickies over long intimacy. He came so hard 😀. And when I kegel gripped his peen at the end, sang like a morning bird. Next time I’ll catch him awake and put this meow meow in his face.

Ok, I’m clearly feeling myself here but this a a HUGE leap for me, so yes I’m happy!