Alright everyone...I need an artist to help me out. Recreate my tattoo

I am wanting to "cover up" the tattoo. I am not looking for bulky which is going to be difficult ik. If I have to keep the wings and do something to cover the lightening bolt that is ok. Tattoo removal is to expensive. Went to 3 consultations. It is on my wrist so ik theres a small canvas and also hard not to get to dark. But I need ideas. My artist is a good cover-up artist and is stumped and has only one option for me without getting to big and dark. He mentioned trying removal to lightening it. But said ill have to do atleast 4 treatments to see a change.