Devastated

I’m beyond devastated, beyond angry, beyond hurt. I had 3 fail IUI, we decided to move on to IVF started our first IVF process in February had egg retrieval early March they got only two embryos, only one made it for PGT biopsy just to find out it was an abnormal chromosomes. We started again in May just yesterday had my egg retrieval, this time they got 3 eggs was waiting on pins and needles to find out if they fertilize just got a call only one of those eggs was mature and It didn’t fertilize correctly. I just can’t even believe this, why is this happening. I cannot imagine going thru this a 3rd time and having the same results.