Im so fed up...

I literally cannot stand my husband anymore. His entire life is based on playing childish games. For example we agreed on steak last night I went into the kitchen while he was cooking and noticed he was making hamburgers. So i simply asked are we making Burgers to? And he hurried up put it back in the fridge and said he is not eating at all because I looked at him in disgust. I told him I did not look at him any certain type of way but he insist I did. Now today with it being Father's Day I offered to make burgers and he says he's not eating anymore. What an idiot. I even told him today that i think he is sexy and he's just tripping but nope we are still arguing about something as stupid as dinner. Another thing... my best friends baby's dad is my ex. I have watched that little boy since he was 6 months old he is now five. Well every once in awhile he likes to spend the night. My husband seemed to have no problem with it and then yesterday I offered him to take a shower with me since our daughter was sleeping. He gets in the shower and starts complaining about me watching her son (nobodh was even trying to or mentioned it) because it's also my exes Sun. He's all like would you let me watch My Ex's kids? Like I never talk to my ex ever. I haven't talked to any of them since I have gotten with my husband. I do not see a problem with watching my friend's son. We were friends way before me and my husband got together. Just the last time my friend and her kid came over he was literally crying saying he wanted to spend the night. So I asked my husband if it was okay and he made a smart remark. It's such b******* you can't treat a kid a certain way because of who his parents are. My husband is so immature. Today I get up I hurry up and try to get everything in order so my husband don't have to do anything and he gets right up complaining about the puppy peeing on the floor. Not just a little complaint but a Whole 30 minutes of complaining. So finally I said something. I said why are you already bitching at me. I take the dog out every single hour literally I cannot control the puppies bladder. And he gets all rude and says he's leaving for the day. Like I'm sick of it. Our anniversary was 2 days ago. He did not do anything for me we agreed on no gifts and decided to watch a movie and eat popcorn with our baby instead but nope he decided to grill for over 4 hours and get drunk. We about split up a month ago but we decided to try and make it work. We told each other what our issues were with each other. He said I bitched too much. And that I need to be more like my mom hahaha seriously he really said that. I told him I am sick of sleeping alone and I like to be loved on and I need a little more help with our baby. I also asked him not to drink every single night. 2 days after we talked he was right back to drinking and ever since then I'm still sleeping alone and I still get no love and barely any help with our baby. I have not biyched but twice the entire time. He says hurtful s*** often and I am just so sick of it. I do not know what to do I have a six month old baby no job because I'm not allowed to work I do not know how to drive I have no family or friends left I am at a loss. I really just want to leave I want to be out of this house I want to be away from his narcissistic ass I want to stop having the same argument over and over I want to be me again

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