I feel like my life will never get better and there’s no point in living

Nothing is working out for me in life

I worked in a job in London, got bullied by my colleagues and my flatmates as well. Moved home, tried to better myself by getting a different job, tried meeting friends but Noones seemed to bother. The job was extremely boring so I got depressed

Got a different job in a new city and moved into a houseshare. I finally felt happy and confident and that finally I was on track. Then I got made redundant and had to accept another job which I hate and is boring and my housemates seem to hate me all of a sudden , when I’m not a bad flatmates, I’ve just been a bit more reserved

All my friends are getting boyfriends and I’m just extremely depressed back at square one. I don’t feel confident enough to date anymore and guys never ever ask me out. It really hurts cause I’m told I’m pretty and I’m always friendly to everyone around me

But I’ve never been in a relationship, every time I make a close friend they move away and never respond to my messages anymore, I hate my job and unhappy and lonely and I keep moving around and trying to fix everything but it’s not working

I’m so scared I’ll always be lonely and unhappy. Why does no one ever bother with me or reciprocate effort however hard I try

And now my housemates are starting to bully me and talk behind my back when I’m a friendly, happy person around them, clean well, generous and caring