Hey ladies,

I'm 35 years old and I have very low amh .09. In January I was told I probably wouldn't be able to conceive naturally and got pregnant on that same day. I lost the baby in March at 11 1/2 weeks. It took forever for my period to return but it finally did. I'm unsure whether I've suffered an early miscarriage or a late period. Either way, after my last missed miscarriage I thought that if I miscarry again, the earlier the better because I'll feel less attached to the baby.

I'm just feeling discouraged. I have an appointment at a fertility clinic at the end of July. I will ovulate again on the second week of July but I just wish I was ovulating now. How do you guys spend the time during your period and your next ovulation date? I'm finding it hard not to obsess over it and I'm feeling impatient. I want to ovulate today so we can try again already! I have no living children. Thanks for your advice!

I've recovered from anorexia in the past few years after a life long struggle and I'm also a recovered alcoholic. I want a baby more than anything in the world and I'm willing to fight for that.🤞🏻💕😘💞❤️❣️💓💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻