Paranoia or just over thinking

Ok so I’m going to meet my long distance boy friend in a few weeks yes I’m super excited cause he is staying with me for a whole week I’m going to meet him about half way and stay with him over night in a hotel idk if I’m just nervous because I’m so excited or have this weird gut feeling please tell me I’m just excited he really does make me happy and just before meeting him I had a dream that I was in the hospital having a child and the nurse asked me if I was ready to meet the love of my life I’m taking that as a sign but I can’t shake this feeling of stay with him at a hotel maybe it’s Bc my mom got in my head a week ago about meeting a stranger by my self and now I’m just paranoid idk it’s starting to freak me out