The most vulnerable I think I have ever actually gotten with my wife

My wife pushed me to go to therapy for a while to help deal with my childhood trauma. I saif know because I felt like I moved on from it and that I was fine. I even cracked jokes about it. It got to tue point that she threatened me with a divorce.. So I agreed. I agreed to try it for one month. I day I saw my therapist I told him everything because I felt no shame. Then he said he was sorry and it wasn't my fault... Then I cried the entire session.... I didn't tell my wife because I was embarrassed about it. Last night I decided to sit on the bed and talk to her. I don't like getting vulnerable. But I did. I was crying and this is the first time my wife has ever seen me cry. I don't cry. We've been together 7 years and shes never seen my cry. I got more in debt about what I went through because I guess before I har blocked out a lot and the parts that I didn't care about sharing didn't services what I was actually going through. She hugged me. We cried. I still dont really like getting vulnerable, but I can say it was helpful.