Unbearable wait!

Every month since April, my husband and I have been having unprotected sex. We aren’t “trying” but we both want 3-4. We have our college degrees and out graduate school degrees and a house and a car. Got married this year, together for 5yrs, friends for 10years. Just by chance, we are most intimate during my ovulation window because that’s when I am most in the mood😏 ya know. Anyway, that being said, I started to wonder as of last month why I haven’t gotten pregnant. 🤨 I know it’s irrational, I do. But I’ve had a passive fear that I may be unable to conceive. Again i don’t have facts so I know it’s irrational. I haven’t been tested yet. This month I actually felt myself ovulate on the right. In the same time frame of me and hubby knocking boots! That’s why this month I’m more on edge than ever! Did one of his sperm get to my egg or what!? And if it did, will it attach to my uterus or not!?? Every bit of free time is spent dwelling on it. Last month I tested at 9dpo. Negative and my period came soon after. Right now I’m only 4dpo and I plan to wait until the day of my missed period (if I doesn’t come) to test. But I bought extra cuz I know I won’t be able to wait.🙄 I just want a definitive answer.