8+2 don't feel pregnant

I just don't feel as bloated and big as I should be. I'm paranoid it's like dead in me like a missed miscarriage because I've had recurrent miscarriages.

I've had alot of nausea too from 6 wks. This Thursday I tried to get zofran for the nausea. But this weekend like yesterday and today no nausea. I have an ultrasound tommorow ugh. I just don't feel big at all like I feel flat. Just being paranoid but.... Ugh