Has anyone been completely paranoid during pregnancy

6/19/2021 i had received two faint positives and i wanted to make sure im okay so i before i took another i was nauseous and once i took the test it was another negative then a faint one. About 5 days ago i started to spot and wasnt sure if its actual spotting or a very light period . Tomorrow i will be 8 weeks according to dr and i dont see her until Aug 1. I feel so crazy