Stay at home moms

I was a stay at home mom for 3 years with my daughter and in those 3 years my husband said some mean things to me that made me feel worthless because I didn’t help out financially so I got a job and worked it for 3 years. Now I’m a stay at home mom again it’s been 2 months and he doesn’t do that anymore he actually apologized for ever saying those things to me back then. He assures me I’m great help with two kids that our home would be shit if I didn’t stay home and there’s no one better then me to take care of our kids. In those 3 years I worked I remember telling so many husbands that being a stay at home mom is A lot that we work a lot we clean we cook etc I would speak up if anyone said a stay at home mom was easy and lazy. But now that I’m a stay home mom again I feel worthless I feel like because I’m making 0 money that I’m nothing 🙁 I’m finding those same worked I once told so many hard to believe about myself 😭 i was literally at work a week before giving birth I was so scared to stop working.