Having to live with in laws can be extremely frustrating because of the difference in lifestyle, and there cannot be two "alpha females"... If you want peace, only one gets to decide how certain things are run. I'm like screw it, just do what makes you happy til you move out of our house in Feb (even if I think the way you are used to doing things is stupid, wasteful, and makes no sense). They are really good people, but it's generally very, very hard living with family, usually. Also, I'm so left out of family conversations, because I haven't found time to learn more of the language. (That's my bad, for sure... It's just hard though) Feeling lonely and irritated sometimes. I'm going to just blame it on pregnancy hormones. Haha. I'm pregnant with a girl this time, maybe that's why I feel so b@#chy! -_- Okay, rant over. Geez it feels horrible to keep it inside, and looks horrible to say it out loud. Lol