OMG I think I'm going to puke!!

Today we found out we are having twins, and I'm completely terrified. I know many will tell me it's a blessing but all I can think about is, what have I gotten myself into? I have a 14 month old boy and I don't want these twins to overshadow him, now I have to worry about the health of two babies, how am I going to afford this, am I sure I'm having twins better check that photo again....yep it sure looks like it. My husband is super calm about it but I have so much axiety about it. We have chose to wait to tell our family about the twins until Christmas.....which stresses me out but will be a fun surprise I guess. I'm done with my rant, I just feel like I had it all figured out and then there were two.