Last night

My last night going to sleep with a baby inside of me as my scheduled c-section is tomorrow morning at 7:30. Have to be at the hospital at 5:30. Excited and nervous don’t even begin to describe the feelings that I’m experiencing along with a little bit of mom guilt since my 4 year old is unable to visit due to our hospital still having new protocols due to covid, So unfortunately she can’t meet her new sister at the hospital or come see me. Really hoping she doesn’t feel left out, gonna miss her but happy to have time to soak in the new baby - just a lot of feelings going on lol.