4 weeks 4 days I believe ... I feel nothing 😒

Found out yesterday I’m pregnant ! I have two boys and with felt dreadful from day 1 with them

borh ... I have also had 3 MC. I don’t even feel pregnant I actually keep forgetting .. is this normal ?? I don’t have any symptoms other than a missed period and insomnia. I know no one can tell me how this pregnancy will go .. just looking for some reassurance and similar stories.