some advise ??

La • Exploring life finding myself
i Just Broke Up With My Bf For 7 months for the 4 time I know crazy that I need advise but it's like he pulls me back we haven't been together that long but I can say I love him which I never say to anyone forreal until now how can I want out yet I feel drawn to him no matter how crazy our fights are am I just being blind or is that how you feel when you really care