Failed first iui

Disappointed fialed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> I'm sad and feel that after trying 10 yrs that I just think the family I want will not happen in the way I want.tested today 14 after <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> and was neg so sad at myself.... we have tried all medications to get a mature egg 4 times this was the first cycle we got though the hole process and neg result at day 14 after <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>