TW: SA

I’ve been thinking a lot about a situation i was caught in at one point in my life and i’m unable to identify what it was. I was hoping i could get another persons perspective. One time i was hanging out with a friend at my place late at night. She pointed out that i had a bottle of vodka and decided that “we’d” drink it. I began drinking it and very quickly i blacked out. In but mostly out of consciousness. I noticed at some points she was acting completely normal and hadn’t drank as much as i had. Me being drunk/blacked out, i tell her to “make me moan.” If i was sober i would have never said that because i’m straight. Next thing i knew, she was licking my “area”. After that, all i remember is falling Sleep. I’m terrified because i don’t know what else happened after that. I was only 12 at the time. Please offer some input on what to call this.