Nervous to TTC 2nd

Just wondered if any other Jan 2020 mums/moms feel the same?

My son is almost 19 months and he’s awesome as you can see from the photo! 😍 He’s pretty easy to take care of these days although sometimes he still wakes up at night - usually once. He is still breastfed twice a day - nap time and bed time. I know if I was to fall pregnant again he would change so much by the time the baby would be born but it’s hard to plan when you can only go off how things are now!

I’m so nervous to go back to sleep deprivation.

I worry about how I’ll manage two.

I love my son so much I don’t want him to feel upset about having to share me 😂

Just wondered if anyone had any words of encouragement or are going through the same?

I’m just coming to the end of my period and we are not going to be using contraception from now - aaah! We know we want a 2.5-3 year age gap ideally so we are going to have to take the plunge but I’m so nervous and scared.