Is this true?

I’m 13 weeks pregnant. I’ve had a history of major depression and tried to commit suicide once. I’ve been on anti-anxiety meds and have had it under control. This baby has created a whole new light in my life. My mom who acts psycho and has been bashing me since the beginning of this pregnancy telling me if I dye my hair my child with have mental health problems and come out with birth defects like only having 3 toes. That kinda got to me but I moved passed it. But today she told me my child is going to get taken away at birth because of my “history” being the severe depression. This one has really gotten to me I’ve been crying until I throw up all day. My husband tells me it’s not true but I can’t help but wonder do they do that? Am I not a good mom because I’ve had depression and not wanted to live? This is our very first child and pregnancy.