I need help 😅

Emily

So my ex boyfriend and I after we broke up we were still talking for awhile and we were gonna try to work things out and get back tg. I went away on vacation and he kept telling me not to be with other guys and how he’d feel bad. So a couple days ago I found out he was buying condoms with this girl at cvs. Then when I started asking him questions Ab his day he lies to me and doesn’t tell me Ab the girl. Then I tell him Ik and he still doesn’t tell me the whole truth! So I haven’t been talking to him for a while but I really want to talk to him. Even tho he’s said some pretty shitty things Ab me to people and to me. He was pretty toxic but should I still text him? Ik the obvious answer is no but like then what do I do to make these feelings go away?