So disheartened tw:living child

Anna

I'm writing this annoyed at my body. I wish my body could get pregnant and stay pregnant. Ive had 3 losses now over 4 years. Its just so upsetting. I can feel my af comming and I really feel I've had enough now. I am incredibly lucky to have a daughter but I feel like a sibling for her is missing in our family. Time to appreciate what I have and give up on what should have been.