Not feeling so pretty

Had a breakdown last night bc I can't shave my vagina without it being patchy, then I looked in the mirror and it looks darker and ugly ;( I've always had cellulite but it look so bad right now not to mention the spider veins on my calf. Not feeling so pretty I'm only comfy in sweats and I really don't feel like doing my hair. Ugh! Sorry I'm a Debbie downer today