MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE RIGHT NOW! ADVICE PLEASE! IM DYING

My baby father left me a few months ago to go move in with another girl. My job fired me for literally no reason , all they said was “we decided to take a different direction”. Im pregnant with twins with no idea how im going to take care of them being jobless. No one wants to hire me as im big pregnant right now. I’m taking care of 2 kids on my own (1 year old, 7 months). I tried committing suicide 2 weeks ago by overdosing on pills because im just so tired man, so i was put in a mental home because of that! Now the whole city is saying i was trying to kill myself because my baby dad has a new girlfriend! I’m currently serving 3 years probation for taking a charge for my baby dad! Now i can’t afford to pay them and they will try to arrest me! I HATE MY LIFE. Someone please give me some advice because im literally dying right now! I’m crying typing this because im so lost and feel like im letting my kids down!