I texted my ex… venting post

Yesterday I reached out and told him I wanted to be friends. (It’s been since February that we broke up) so I told him I really missed him (yes girl I fucked up) and that I wanted to be friends and see what happens. He replied saying that he doesn’t feel like we could reconcile anything or be friends I said okay and said I would continue to keep my distance.

Today he messaged me said he been feeling lonely. We had a short conversation that didn’t mean anything. So now I’m confused as to why he messaged me if he said he didn’t want to be friends.

We broke up bc we were really reactive towards each other when I lost my baby and I became depressed and insecure. So our relationship was so beautiful and easy but when the miscarriage happened everything just kinda crashed with us being really reactive and on guard with each other.