Advice

So hubby and I have been natural family planning since baby boy was born. We had a lil bit of a “pregnancy scare” 2 weeks ago but I officially am not pregnant and I was kind of bummed. Then when husband got home last night and was sitting with me on the couch and asked me to come cuddle. Then he said he wanted to tell me something and I was like what?? He said “I honestly feel a little sad that you weren’t pregnant... like I wouldn’t have been upset if you would’ve been pregnant..” it completely threw me off guard lol. We have discussed before our son was born and agreed we definitely want another baby (baby #3) but I had originally said we needed to wait until like next spring/summer to start trying. Now part of me is wanting to just start “not preventing” and if we become pregnant then great if not now biggie. The only things that worry me though is having another baby during this pandemic... my mental health (because I’ve been struggling with ppd but have recently been doing/feeling good for about 2 months now)... and the backlash we’ll likely hear from family... 🙄 I guess I just wanted to know what advice anyone else had/ or maybe someone else is feeling like this also? I don’t really have any friends (I’m a SAHM) so it’s hard to talk to anyone about this other than my husband.